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Foucault ve Schiele'den

What is Passion? It’s a state, something that falls on you out of the blue, that
takes hold of you, that grips you for no reason, that has no origin. One doesn’t
know where it comes from. Passion arrives like that, a state that is always
mobile, but never moves toward a given point. There are strong and weak
moments, moments when it becomes incandescent. It floats, it evens out. It
is a kind of unstable time that is pursued for obscure reasons, perhaps
through inertia. In the extreme, it tries to maintain itself and to disappear.
Passion gives itself all the conditions necessary to continue, and, at the same
time, it destroys itself. In a state of Passion one is not blind. One is simply
not oneself. To be oneself no longer makes sense. (Foucault, 1996: 313)